MTM my bridaL gOwn?

as i previously mentioned, i had went bridal shop to try and chOose gowns... but didnt find any off-the-rack (OTR) bridal gown that i really like.. but i still shortlisted 1 that is quite nice n fits me n wont make me look fat :p but the color is too champange.. i wan my bridal gown to be more white but not too white.. champange is ok for evening but for morning i kind of find it too yellowish le... not 白色婚纱... so i went to the sister shop to take a look.. problem is i can try everything.. i can only 'see see look look' and at most try 1 or 2 pieces... if i wan to try all, i must confirm transfering to the sister shop n top up $200... they so scheming.. so gals who r not married yet, remember to hav everythg written black n white watever they promise u... in any case... as i can onli see see look look, is difficult to see if i like anythg unless i try them on.. so i decided tt mayb i shld jus mtm since is included in my package...

arranged appointment w my designer on 8/8 evening, mama went w me.. roughly told my designer my basic requirements.. cos i really got no idea of wat i wan so we flipped thru mags... came up w a design eventually...

heehee my own drawing... something like that lah ;) i didnt managed to secretly take a pic of the gown tt i kiv so no pic to show... i wanted my gown to be in off-white, with the 'V' in front and in satin.. but after tt day, i think got netting/organza looks nicer ;)

the problem now is, i cant decide whether to mtm now.. bcos there will be a new batch of gowns coming in early-sep.. if i can find something tt i like frm tt batch, den gOOd but if i cant, either i stick back to the champange gown tt i kiv or i go for mtm.. den the thing is, if i were to decide to mtm onli in early-sep, it wont be ready in time for my photoshoot in end-sep... altho i will be able to wear it for my actual day... means i wont have my bridal gown in my albums... den again, if i were to decide to mtm now, i shld not be considering watever new gowns tt come in sep n wat if the mtm gown turn out to be not nice???

howhowhowhowhow????? after discussing with xin che, she suggested tt mayb i shld jus get the designer to mtm the exact replica of the champange gown jus changing the color to off-white now so tt i noe the gown shld turn out fine and to 4get abt the batch coming in sep...

howhowhowhowhow????????????????????????? :p